I have made mistakes, but I have moved on.

I know I shouldn't post this and I wasn't going to write about it because really it isn't worth my time, but I felt it had to be said. Also, for those that find this blog boring this will sure liven it up (Kenny).

This year has by far been the most interesting year I have ever had. I kind of went mad for a few months there, I found a new job, and am now doing pretty well. One aspect that made it interesting was my former relationship with someone. He and I had a VERY bad break up, which I take complete responsibility for up until a few weeks back. But I do not take responsibility for any thing that has happened recently.

I will say it once again I have said and done things that are crazy. I am aware of it, learned from it, and moved on from it.

In an effort to move on I stopped speaking, emailing, texting or any of that to this person. I would also like to point out this is the first time I have posted about this person in weeks. Then one day out of the blue I get a text message from them. I didn't ask for it or give them a reason to message me. In the message it asked which Target store I worked at so he could avoid running into me. First that is just rude! Second if this person is worried about running into me then Target probably isn't the best place for you or your friends to shop. That is where I work and would like to avoid any issues that may arise.

I am also going to say that should I see any of those people in the store and they cause a problem, I will have you kicked out of the building and not allow you back. And yes I can do that. This is where I work and I am not going to let anyone fuck around with my job.

In the text he also asked about getting the deposit back for our old apartment. Which is fine, I make enough money that I am more than willing to give it back to you. If you remember I already told you I would. That being said, it is going to be awhile before you get it. I do not remember your exact mailing address. Yes there was a time when you gave it to me, but I didn't keep it. I don't want to know what it is right now because that is how accusations are brought about. So the less information we both have about each other the better.

Then yesterday I logged into my blog and noticed an anonymous comment from someone that said "Yawn". Now this person clearly didn't know that I can see who leaves anonymous comments, so I know for certain who left it. If he or anyone else would like the proof I would be happy to provide it (I will not make accusations I cannot prove). Now the comment isn't that big of a deal, but once again it is quite rude. It just wasn't called for and I am at a loss as to why it was left by this person. Once again I haven't spoken to them in weeks or made any contact with them so I have no idea where it came from. I also must ask the question, if my blog is boring why read it?

Now neither of these things are that big of a deal. However, I wish we both could remember that there was a time when we liked one another. I know that time has passed and can NEVER happen again. The choices we both have made have lead us to the position we are now in and we must live with that. I have stopped all my bullshit and have moved on. I have nothing but good things to say about this person and wish him well with his future endeavors. He is an intelligent person and will go far. I just hope one day he can remember that we did like each other at some point in time.

I don't deserve to be treated like an asshole now or ever. Just as you do not deserve to be treated that way either. I am sorry for anything I have done to you. I know that doesn't make it right and is not enough for you to forgive me, but I do hope that is enough for both of us to stop the bullshit and move on.